Saturday, June 20, 2020

Come to me

To the fairest of souls in an unfair world
To the darkest of fears all wrapped in a pearl
To the conqueror of dreams on a night so worn
To the father of terrors only soon to be born
No phrase as ghastly from the one who spoke
No ears hear the words of those still unwoke
The blessed call but the sound forgotten
The voice unheard, all faith rotten
The psychic swears, the mentor sings
The clock struck one, but the bells still ring
Fight for nothing, live amongst the ash
Avoid the curve, only to hear the crash
Try to avoid the lips unpursued
Feel the doom as you find yourself cursed
Look to the sunlight, for there is joy
But forget not the moonlight, my wayward boy
For the rays only show for those in the present
The past long gone, the future in the heavens
Call me a fool, I’m sure you’re right
Watch me run, far away from the fight
Cast your blessing upon me, you witless seer
Look me in the eye, you will see true fear
And so life goes on without a fumble
The house stands strong, pray it doesn’t crumble
As hope lives on in this fraught struggle
Don’t breathe the word, just solve the puzzle
Ask me for meaning and a quizzical stare you get
Instead ask for the truth and hope I don’t forget
Only one can know the demons inside
Only those afraid know where to hide
Kiss my head and tell me a story
Hide my crown and with it my glory
See me now, I don’t understand
How you know me like the back of your hand
Come to me, you know I want you around
But don’t come too close, this is holy ground

Leave the light on

You struggle from the past you can’t see
You hear the voices of your enemies
Though dark is the way, in this struggling age
Help is for the brave, yet who pays the wage?
You’re scared you tell me, why only me?
Are you fighting to be free, or just to be
Living in the past doesn’t pay the bills
Dying for no one won’t stop the chills
So tell me sweetheart, should I leave the light on?
Are you still afraid of the monsters that are gone?
Will you let me comfort you with a kind smile?
Or will you let me struggle all the while?
I am your guardian, your protector, your whispering voice
I am resolute, careful to help you make the choice
To be unafraid when the darkness surrounds
To let me drive the evil out of town
So hush now child and find some rest
Listen to my words, they are the test
It could be said that over me you fawn
But if you’re scared I can leave the light on
Trust me sweet one, I am not the harbinger cold
I am not the whisper of doom so old
You need to know who you can trust
You need to feel, or else you will rust
You are partners with me in this great con
So don’t feel ashamed if you need the light on.

The Praise You Gave Yourself


Scorched, twisted, bent out of frame
Deluded, lacerated, whose to blame
Out of the darkness you do shine
Oh hail, my friend the sweet taste of wine
With it my power, is only just a myth
Without it I sour, Lord take from me this gift
Can you say forever, without saying never?
Will you boast all day, until I admit you’re clever?
Careful are the days that are weighed without shame
Beautiful are the ways, that are only just the same
Harrowed you fight, only seeking grace
Troubled yet right, see the look on your face
If not but pleasure, will you tell me my fate
Torture me forever, I am a selfish ingrate
Worse are the pearls cast before the swine
Look at the treasure eluding you so fine
You say you have doubts but do you remember
How to fight the cold in the drear December
No one knows who played the right battle
All that is known is who was in the saddle
So heed my word, you darkened knave
Take my words to your empty grave
Leave the lost where they were found
Tie the fable to where it was bound
Hope to not cause too much distress
Maybe this will cause you to confess
And so you run, when nobler men stood
Forever living from a heart made of wood
As times wear on, you must profess
A love whose very name is blessed.
And so you seek to praise yourself true
Claiming every shade, every color, every hue
You don’t know that you are lost
You pay the price without knowing the cost
Simple are you in mind
Hope that you don’t seem unkind
Live without laughter, that’s the key
Or have you found the remedy?
A promise that was made
A shadow in the shade
Do you even recall
The most haunting fragment of all
Or do you finally simple choose
To live a life only you can lose

To those who are there for me

So I really wanted to say something
I kinda sorta feel like it’s true
The fact you keep me from too much thinking
And save me from the feeling a little blue
Life is a treasure oft unrecognized
Beauty is a gift that you hold within
The purpose to finally realize
That to not show love is the only sin
The small things matter on a dreary day
The laughs, the joy that comes when you’re around
You listen like I have something important to say
You care about the tree that fell with no sound
When you are around I suddenly don’t care
About my petty squabbles with myself
I find myself feeling lighter than air
My worries are left unnoticed on the shelf
Can I tell you my only real secret
Can I explain what I feel inside
If I tell you will you promise to keep it
The truth is that I want to hide
But you’ve helped me become braver
You’ve given me confidence
You have the love of a savior
And got me off my wretched fence
I’ve always known that you were wise
But I never thought I was that smart
But you told me the truth with your eyes
That wisdom only comes from the heart
So these are a few lines I wrote for all to hear
You mean so much more than I can speak
My friends who I am proud to hold so dear
Who’ve made me think that I’m not weak
So live and laugh and dance a while
Sing and chant and feel your soul
Be finally rid of the treacherous bile
And then you realize that you are whole
We need each other, that’s all I know
Forget the wrong that others have done
Try to help those who feel real low
For you are my never setting Sun
You’ve watched me crawl, walk, and then run
You’ve whispered to me to simply try
And so you witnessed all said and done
You gave me wings, now watch me fly.